After a few weeks had past, He finally make a call and send some text messages. I’d just don’t know what’s his intention after all. “What is He doing?, sige paramdam.”, shouted on my mind. I ignored his messages and calls, ” What for? “.
A dramatic scene!
It happens that we’re at the coffee shop in school. It was before December that we had a very terrible fight. That’s why we decided to settle it then before it leads to any conflicts. I tried to be on a soft mood. I just want to let him see that I’m not affected to the possible situation we’re going to take. He is also in a lonesome voice when he talk. “I’m okay…“, I said. but even though I said it modestly, It makes me feel that I will regret it at the end. Then suddenly tears comes on my eyes, lots of tears that it almost difficult to wipe them out. We’re at the same track that instead of talking, we’re in silence. Very quiet that almost all the unnoticeable noise around you’d hear. After a couple of minutes, he quite glimpse on me. Relaxed and thinking something, that he quite figuring it out what is it. I’ve notice his eyes was pointing on me, so I look at him. He stare at me for so long, his eyes were moving, winking as if he don’t want to stare me straight.
Then I said, “ If you had no more to say, I’ll go then..”. Retrieving from my unconscious feeling of ache. I stand and get my purse on the side table. I almost a half back step when he speak. ” Can we see each other again?… “, his voice was in smooth tone. Had the eagerness to hear an agreeable response. I look at him and fetch my eyes to stare the cup of coffee, it was his. I look back on him and says, “Maybe… if we want to see each other again. “. I left him and even though I haven’t look back I can sense that he’s staring me then, standing and waiting my turn to reach the main door.
After that, we both haven’t get any communications from each other. No communications at all.
Then, for just a few weeks after the coffee shop conversation. It all began a second time around.
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