I got up late that is the reason why I went school late, obviously. Those few days keep tearing me apart. After the “School Valentine’s Fair” and the fancy wedding seems hard to imagine, it was very difficult. I can’t even see him after that fair. I was get curios why He haven’t talk to me after that fair. I tried to talked to his one closed friend. I’m just wondering why He doesn’t shown up. I have this speculation that maybe He turned bad after I walked away after the fancy wedding, after the kiss, after He whispered something. I guess so…
I’ve known that He’s quite ashamed about what happened. About the fancy wedding. He’s in school but he see to it that were not going to see each other. He’s depressed on what He said. I know it! There’s something that He totally depressed of.
I’m sad about what happened. I guess this point would be a way that our relationship will be truly be ended. Hay… I decided to go back where it begins and ends. I headed myself way back to where our relationship started. At the coffee shop. I sit in where I usually do. It seems too lonely to imagine that I’m alone on that place. I order my favorite “halo-halo”. I remember those days that we usually go there to have a refreshing cold drinks, those are memories now.
I slowly eat, remembering all the moments that we’re together. “Oftentimes, we ask for a signs, for us to know if He or She is the one. What if there are no signs? Is the absence of signs a sign?”, I just wondered. I hold for a deep breath, “Hay…I missed him.”, said in my miind. No point of consciousness that I headed my vision on the railway entrance of the coffee shop. I’ve suddenly noticed a guy who’s headed bowed down and seems lonesome, walking his way in the shop. I recognized him. It was him. God!…I felt nervous. But why?…we’re done and why am I supposed to feel this. Gosh!
I pretend just I haven’t saw him. He saw my reactions upon he entered. I just feel that He walk towards my place, or should I say our place. “It’s been…awhile since…”, He said with a timid smile. I interrupted. “Yes, Hi!…we see each other…again…nice to know. How are you?..”, I suddenly say. He’s quite nervous, I sense it. “I’m okay…Do you mind if I sit here?”, He replied. “I…It’s okay…”, I smiled. He sat on where He usually sit. I wondered if He still knows it.
He’s quite shy and smiles every time I look at him at the eye. He ordered his favorite menu. He will going to eat his lunch, late lunch. “It’s been awhile since we spent time together.”, He said. I nodded and say “Yeah, like we always laugh and have fun”. He smiled on that thing. He maybe recalled the past. “I just can’t forget the moments I had with you. I still smile every time I remember those… I miss you.”, he expresses. I smiled with passion. Those were the words I’ve longed to hear coming from him. Myself gets comfortable.
Our conversation gets further as we eat. We had a nice topic and seems like we haven’t worrying anything about our present status. About our relationship.
To be continued… 
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